oh great... guess wad?! when i had the motivation to start, i had headache the entire day! fuck man! this sucks seriously! was enduring thru those shitty pains getting thru my head... at night i felt better, went to study at coffee bean. guess wad? i had cramps. -.- somebody must have hated me. cursing me to make me fail!
anyway, now i'm home. 1am+... gonna study a bit more... cos i didnt study much at bean jus now. kinda chatted with Minyi quite alot. =X opps... hahaha!
i'm excited bout coming Monday! my very last paper! i'm so gonna enjoy after that!! C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-I-O-N!!! WOOTSSS! :D
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coming up in may, i've one bday celebration on 27th May. Freddy's 21st bday chalet. at Pasir Ris. i'm invited. gonna bring someone along to company me. (: cos the only ppl i know there is his family, Jianjie and Zhongren. whom i'm all not close with... =/ bro's bday on 29th May! hopefully he comes out with some celebration, so i can go and enjoy. and probably know more frens? hahaha!
well, gonna study abit more before turning in. NIGHTS!
BF exam not gd. i think i might fail. fuck man. hais... recently been slacking... all my motivation for MA is gone. i seriously have to start all tonight! made plans for the rest of the week that i wont be going to stall to help mum!
tonight parents might be going back to malaysia to see grandma. i'm not going. have to study.
last sunday, 26th apr, we just went. grandma's so sick... i nearly cried, seeing her like this... seeing how sad my mum was. i couldnt bear to see all these, i left the ICU for a lil while before coming back in. 4pm, we left malacca. 5pm+, grandma was awake from coma. we received a call from grandpa. grandma teared, once she woke. she must be feeling so awful. i'm really scare... she'll leave us. she's alrdy 70+. doc say chances are low for her... ...
we reached sg bout 7pm+. met up with jim go la tea at 429. greatest surprise of all, SENG HOW was there. lol. world's damn small. god damn small. jim known 2 of my frens alrdy. i wonder how many more he knows. hahaha. funny.
its been 2mths alrdy. that i'm single. slowly getting use to it. i need more entertainments, thats all. recently gotta know more of bro's frens.
last sat, 25th apr, went to ECP blading and cycling. with bro, his fren Sam, and Perlyn. interesting peeps. we had dinner at a korean restaurant there. the cold noodles are really nice! thats the best i ever had. after dinner, we headed to Sam's place. some ppl played mahjong, and some played monopoly. i played monopoly of cos! its fun! so fun! its the new card banking system thingy! how nice.. thought of buying it. but... guess wad? it cost $100. -.- so expensive! for a... monopoly. lol. funny. anyway, i was the winner of all! hohoho! i had the most lands, most houses! woots! while my bro was going on a brankrupcy~~ hahahahaha!
last fri, 24th apr, i joined bro and his frens at yishun dam at night. they chat bout cars cars and cars. drift, cornering, accelerating... everything bout driving.. and i just sit one side and listen. i didnt want to stay at home. so i tag along. was feeling damn sucky tat day. i felt like shit i don know y. super emo. super moody. hais. so after yishun dam, we went to rocher tau huay. ate tau huay and met one more of bro's fren. we went to orchard to wait for ppl race. sadly, no one was racing... and then, i got info from jim tat, nowadays not much ppl race in town. great... i was thinking... how come bro and gang headed here then. they should have known it better. and thank goodness, when i felt tired at bout 1plus am. they decided to not wait anymore. and we all headed home.
well, no pictures no nothing for me to illustrate here. hehehe. haven been taking pics. just bear with all the words. haha!
and one more thing. i've cut my hair yest. back still long. only shorten a lil lil bit. and my fringe sucks. i still prefer bangs. tats all.
gotten SBTA results few days back. was v happy cos i scored well. gotten DI! and HD for presentation. YEAH! but i guess i got lucky... that i happen to answer the qns in the right way. this was unexpectedly good. hoho.
tml's the last day of studying for BF... many things undone! need to chiong tml. i'm really scare now. =/ hais... hopefully, everything will be fine. wish me luck everyone! hehe. felt much better after a long talk with a fren. :) hopefully, i'll remain such mood for tml... so i can concentrate on studies. gtg, nights!
i failed my BF test..................... T_T by 3marks. gotta work hard for mains. :'( hais hais hais.
was at SIM just now. to buy BF textbook. desperate measures. Cheryl and Mayying, if you two need the textbook can borrow from me. later going out dinner. hopefully no last mins changes. its 5pm alrdy. i better go study abit before going out. tata~
i'm sad. very upset. i'm just running away from every facts that i don wanna see. i don wanna know. its been a mth plus. what have i been doing? all these while i've been wasting life. going out. takes me hours to do a damn small part of my project. why? cause i'm always drifted off while doing. hate myself.
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and i've gotta go thru all these myself. i don wan to! ARGH! :'( f* all these shit!
Simon says i should be patient. i shall be a good girl and be patient then. haha! thankyou Simon... for always being there for me. :) now Simon sounds like my boyf. yeah, he is... probably my part time boyf. hahaha! cos whenever i need him, he'll be there for me. unlike me... whenever he needs me, i'm not. =X i'm so bad. sry. :( guess you might be reading this. cos i just gave you my link. hehe.
well, Simon is my bestie! my bud! my part time boyf! my closest kin of all! tho not blood related. we talked everything under the sun. there's nothing he doesnt know bout me. he's the only one, that will know my every lil secret! maybe even my shit colour i'll tell him. haha! thru all my ups and downs... i've known him for 20th yr and counting...! tho we stay far apart. tho we don contact as much. but we still feel as close i believe. :)
i've never thought things would turn out to be this way. what things? dont need to ask me, my friends. its a secret between me and myself. smth that no one's ever gonna find out. well, not any sooner. probably in the future. hahahahaha!
this is not exactly a joyous thing. its actually more of a painful thing for me to go thru. it'll be over somehow.
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today, Cheryl and Mayying come my house. to do project. bad news is, i've not done my part! =X hee.. sorry girls. didnt have much time to do it last week! had to do MA's presentation and report. hopefully i can get SME's done by tonight! so, after a few hrs of doing project, as usual... the two of them starts singing. but today, they werent much into singing. they were more engross about their trip coming soon. so, most of the time i'm enjoying the song by myself. with nobody disturbing me. hahaha! unlike Mayying, everytime she starts singing, Cheryl will disturb her. hahaha!
hais... i really wanna go aboard too. have to plan things up! i wanna go during May! after exams...! hopefully, i can! and i gotta start saving now alrdy. =/
wasnt really in a gd mood today. due to certain things. hais. its just myself. making up all those imaginations again i guess. i'm always like tat. so i believe... its just myself again.
later should be going Sakae Sushi to eat.. if Minyi wont object. hehehe. i wanna eat the Chawamushi again! ADDICTED! hohoho..
okay, heres a pic of me and my new hat! i love it!
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oh, and heres another vid. love it tonnes lots! cos it reminds me of a place, that i've heard this song from. :)
omg. first day of my period. feels like end of days. damn painful... luckily i don have to work anymore! *relief... i've got so much to do recently. by Sunday i must get 2 projs done. and as said, MingHui and I must study some on COST. if not Monday we cant go out and enjoy! omg omg omg. i must get everything done by sunday! but my cramps are like shit now. damn it... always comes at the wrong timing! ): hate it being a girl...
oh great... guess wad?! when i had the motivation to start, i had headache the entire day! fuck man! this sucks seriously! was enduring thru those shitty pains getting thru my head... at night i felt better, went to study at coffee bean. guess wad? i had cramps. -.- somebody must have hated me. cursing me to make me fail!
anyway, now i'm home. 1am+... gonna study a bit more... cos i didnt study much at bean jus now. kinda chatted with Minyi quite alot. =X opps... hahaha!
i'm excited bout coming Monday! my very last paper! i'm so gonna enjoy after that!! C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-I-O-N!!! WOOTSSS! :D
. . .
coming up in may, i've one bday celebration on 27th May. Freddy's 21st bday chalet. at Pasir Ris. i'm invited. gonna bring someone along to company me. (: cos the only ppl i know there is his family, Jianjie and Zhongren. whom i'm all not close with... =/ bro's bday on 29th May! hopefully he comes out with some celebration, so i can go and enjoy. and probably know more frens? hahaha!
well, gonna study abit more before turning in. NIGHTS!
BF exam not gd. i think i might fail. fuck man. hais... recently been slacking... all my motivation for MA is gone. i seriously have to start all tonight! made plans for the rest of the week that i wont be going to stall to help mum!
tonight parents might be going back to malaysia to see grandma. i'm not going. have to study.
last sunday, 26th apr, we just went. grandma's so sick... i nearly cried, seeing her like this... seeing how sad my mum was. i couldnt bear to see all these, i left the ICU for a lil while before coming back in. 4pm, we left malacca. 5pm+, grandma was awake from coma. we received a call from grandpa. grandma teared, once she woke. she must be feeling so awful. i'm really scare... she'll leave us. she's alrdy 70+. doc say chances are low for her... ...
we reached sg bout 7pm+. met up with jim go la tea at 429. greatest surprise of all, SENG HOW was there. lol. world's damn small. god damn small. jim known 2 of my frens alrdy. i wonder how many more he knows. hahaha. funny.
its been 2mths alrdy. that i'm single. slowly getting use to it. i need more entertainments, thats all. recently gotta know more of bro's frens.
last sat, 25th apr, went to ECP blading and cycling. with bro, his fren Sam, and Perlyn. interesting peeps. we had dinner at a korean restaurant there. the cold noodles are really nice! thats the best i ever had. after dinner, we headed to Sam's place. some ppl played mahjong, and some played monopoly. i played monopoly of cos! its fun! so fun! its the new card banking system thingy! how nice.. thought of buying it. but... guess wad? it cost $100. -.- so expensive! for a... monopoly. lol. funny. anyway, i was the winner of all! hohoho! i had the most lands, most houses! woots! while my bro was going on a brankrupcy~~ hahahahaha!
last fri, 24th apr, i joined bro and his frens at yishun dam at night. they chat bout cars cars and cars. drift, cornering, accelerating... everything bout driving.. and i just sit one side and listen. i didnt want to stay at home. so i tag along. was feeling damn sucky tat day. i felt like shit i don know y. super emo. super moody. hais. so after yishun dam, we went to rocher tau huay. ate tau huay and met one more of bro's fren. we went to orchard to wait for ppl race. sadly, no one was racing... and then, i got info from jim tat, nowadays not much ppl race in town. great... i was thinking... how come bro and gang headed here then. they should have known it better. and thank goodness, when i felt tired at bout 1plus am. they decided to not wait anymore. and we all headed home.
well, no pictures no nothing for me to illustrate here. hehehe. haven been taking pics. just bear with all the words. haha!
and one more thing. i've cut my hair yest. back still long. only shorten a lil lil bit. and my fringe sucks. i still prefer bangs. tats all.
gotten SBTA results few days back. was v happy cos i scored well. gotten DI! and HD for presentation. YEAH! but i guess i got lucky... that i happen to answer the qns in the right way. this was unexpectedly good. hoho.
tml's the last day of studying for BF... many things undone! need to chiong tml. i'm really scare now. =/ hais... hopefully, everything will be fine. wish me luck everyone! hehe. felt much better after a long talk with a fren. :) hopefully, i'll remain such mood for tml... so i can concentrate on studies. gtg, nights!
i failed my BF test..................... T_T by 3marks. gotta work hard for mains. :'( hais hais hais.
was at SIM just now. to buy BF textbook. desperate measures. Cheryl and Mayying, if you two need the textbook can borrow from me. later going out dinner. hopefully no last mins changes. its 5pm alrdy. i better go study abit before going out. tata~
i'm sad. very upset. i'm just running away from every facts that i don wanna see. i don wanna know. its been a mth plus. what have i been doing? all these while i've been wasting life. going out. takes me hours to do a damn small part of my project. why? cause i'm always drifted off while doing. hate myself.
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and i've gotta go thru all these myself. i don wan to! ARGH! :'( f* all these shit!
Simon says i should be patient. i shall be a good girl and be patient then. haha! thankyou Simon... for always being there for me. :) now Simon sounds like my boyf. yeah, he is... probably my part time boyf. hahaha! cos whenever i need him, he'll be there for me. unlike me... whenever he needs me, i'm not. =X i'm so bad. sry. :( guess you might be reading this. cos i just gave you my link. hehe.
well, Simon is my bestie! my bud! my part time boyf! my closest kin of all! tho not blood related. we talked everything under the sun. there's nothing he doesnt know bout me. he's the only one, that will know my every lil secret! maybe even my shit colour i'll tell him. haha! thru all my ups and downs... i've known him for 20th yr and counting...! tho we stay far apart. tho we don contact as much. but we still feel as close i believe. :)
i've never thought things would turn out to be this way. what things? dont need to ask me, my friends. its a secret between me and myself. smth that no one's ever gonna find out. well, not any sooner. probably in the future. hahahahaha!
this is not exactly a joyous thing. its actually more of a painful thing for me to go thru. it'll be over somehow.
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today, Cheryl and Mayying come my house. to do project. bad news is, i've not done my part! =X hee.. sorry girls. didnt have much time to do it last week! had to do MA's presentation and report. hopefully i can get SME's done by tonight! so, after a few hrs of doing project, as usual... the two of them starts singing. but today, they werent much into singing. they were more engross about their trip coming soon. so, most of the time i'm enjoying the song by myself. with nobody disturbing me. hahaha! unlike Mayying, everytime she starts singing, Cheryl will disturb her. hahaha!
hais... i really wanna go aboard too. have to plan things up! i wanna go during May! after exams...! hopefully, i can! and i gotta start saving now alrdy. =/
wasnt really in a gd mood today. due to certain things. hais. its just myself. making up all those imaginations again i guess. i'm always like tat. so i believe... its just myself again.
later should be going Sakae Sushi to eat.. if Minyi wont object. hehehe. i wanna eat the Chawamushi again! ADDICTED! hohoho..
okay, heres a pic of me and my new hat! i love it!
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oh, and heres another vid. love it tonnes lots! cos it reminds me of a place, that i've heard this song from. :)
omg. first day of my period. feels like end of days. damn painful... luckily i don have to work anymore! *relief... i've got so much to do recently. by Sunday i must get 2 projs done. and as said, MingHui and I must study some on COST. if not Monday we cant go out and enjoy! omg omg omg. i must get everything done by sunday! but my cramps are like shit now. damn it... always comes at the wrong timing! ): hate it being a girl...
