This is copied from a friend's blog, Joe. It's really touching...
This is a story about how a guy falls in love with the correct girl at the wrong timing. Watch as the story unwraps itself and its’ secrets to you.
Kenny was just thinking how he should confess to Stacy when she stormed into the classroom with Desmond behind her. She started to announce that she will be attached to Desmond from today onwards. Everyone started cheering and clapping, all except for Kenny. Sure he’s happy that Stacy is attached. But he’s also unhappy that she got together with Desmond, he was notorious for being a play boy. As days went by, he saw his hopes disintegrate into thin air. Things seem to be going on smoothly for Desmond and Stacy. They were happy together, and Kenny could tell it. Then finally, Stacy suddenly came over and complained to Kenny about how Desmond scolded her about this and that. Slowly, they become good friends. But Kenny was heartbroken whenever Stacy cried in front of him. She told him about everything in their relationship. Kenny could tell that she was deeply in love with Desmond. And there was nothing he could do except listens and stay by her side when she was down. Months flew pass and they finally broke up. But Kenny still didn’t gave up on her; he still stayed by her side. Stacy couldn’t get over Desmond. She spent countless torturous nights thinking about him, Kenny stayed up to console her and keep her company. Kenny was trying very hard to help her forget about Desmond. Desmond on the other hand, had already gotten a new girlfriend. Kenny couldn’t get it. He couldn’t understand why no one understands him. He couldn’t understand why no one even tries to understand him. All he wanted was simple. He wanted Stacy to be happy. Why is it so difficult to let someone understand how you feel? Kenny tried to give Stacy what she wanted but she still didn’t get it. Was it because he wasn’t as handsome as Desmond? Finally, he decided to write a letter to Stacy to express all his feelings. He didn’t want to hide anymore as it was hurting too much. He was rushing over to meet Stacy when the accident happened. He was so engrossed in his thinking that he didn’t notice the car speeding towards him until he felt the impact on him. He was thrown 5 meters away. A letter was found near him when the ambulance came. It says:
Dear Stacy, I don’t know how you will feel when you read this letter. But the truth is that I’ve liked you since February. I’ve spent quite a lot of time with you. And I’ve confirmed that you are the one for me. I feel very vulnerable without you. And I feel strong and powerful when I’m with you. I feel as though I can do anything as long I have you by my side. Please don’t say no to me. I’ve had enough of being so close. I would gladly do anything just to let you know my love, even if it means death. So please tell me you love me too.
Love Kenny.
The doctor came out as she finished the last line. They had done their part. Kenny was left with very little time to live and he asked to see Stacy for the last time. Tears were rolling down Stacy’s eyes as she walked into the ward. Kenny looked so fragile since they last met. And it was only the day before that they had met. It took just one day for all these to happen. Kenny started tearing when he saw Stacy walking in. She was still as beautiful as she is. Kenny was crying not because he was scared of death, he was crying because he’s scared that he’ll never see Stacy again. He’s scared that Stacy will be all alone. He doesn’t want to leave her. But he couldn’t find the strength to get up. Every movement was heart straining. Stacy came over and held his hand. It was cold and weak. Stacy couldn’t find the words to speak and Kenny couldn’t find the strength to speak either. So there was silence in the room. Finally, Kenny spoke in a hoarse whisper.
Kenny: “Hey girl.”
Stacy held up her hand and covered Kenny’s mouth to silence him. She moved closer and hugged him. Stacy: “I love you too. I loved you from the start too. But you didn’t make a move. How was I to know that you love me? Please don’t go. We can start now. It’s still not too late.”
Kenny patted Stacy on her head and whispered: “It’s too late. Thank you.” Then his hand fell. Stacy looked up and saw a smile hanging on Kenny’s motionless features. He was gone. Everything was too late.
okay, this post is for Mayying and Cheryl! i wanna thank my two cute friends for working together with me this sem. we got the marks we deserved for projects! altho i thought our cost project could have scored higher. i felt i didnt contribute much in these projects. i'm kinda ashamed of. thankyou for guiding me thru. i hope we'll pass thru our exams colourfully and, wish we'll be together for project again! it was great working with you two! :D
HIP HIP HOORAY to our FA project for that HD! ^^ and HOORAY to our Cost project for both Dist! :)
hais... my lappy batt running low. last night nv fully charge it. and i cant find a plug yet... cant type out the things i wanna type now. but i shall blog first. cos i'm really tired and no concentrated to start on law today. hais.. but still, i'll jiayou! really no time already. very scare. :(
a few moments back... i was wondering, what does a girl really wants? why girls always contradict themselves? - by not saying what they really want... - yet always wanting things their way... - always wanting to win in every arguement... is it just myself? or is it the nature of girls...? why do i mind so much bout this person? why cant i stop minding...? i feel sad... but i don know how to put it in words to let him know. i wanna hear certain things. i don wanna tell, i wanna hear him saying by himself. i don wanna GET him to say it. it doesnt make me feel any better. hais...he just doesnt understand me enough. probably i don either.
i'm so tired for being such a worrier... i wonder what will happen this weekend. :(
ohh... i'm so bored now. so i decided to blog abit. i'm studying at Mcdonals now... so freaking bored! but wad other choices do i have? NO CHOICE! haha. too bad, exams are coming up, cant slack more. T_T i promise i'll play like mad after exams! hey Cheryl! i got study wor... hahaha! anyway, i think i decided to give up the internship... i think i cant make it. so no point thinking i can get it la. haha! i tot it was like for ppl who sign up. but now they choose successful candidates! its gonna be so much tougher. :( so ya.. forget it. i'll find a job with Cheryl in hols! and try out smth. hahaha.
19th Oct, Sunday. went to fiona's place for dinner. before that i came to HKE mac again. so i can see him and study too. :) later, i went over to fiona's place late! sorry! had a little arguements with him. i was unhappy cos i felt he did not care as much as he shld. so... i start the arguement, and i ended it. HAHAH! stupid me. always wanting things my way... i should change.. =/ sorry baby. oh and... fiona's maid cooking is nice! i love homecook food! :D thanks fiona! altho the time was short, but seeing you and claudia was great! must meet up after exams! :D
18th Oct, Saturday my cousin WeiShien, and her husband James, WEDDING! it was at Marriot hotel. a buffet lunch. well... the food was... .... .... not tat nice. ahaha! took some pictures, will upload next time. now don have tat much extra time. haha! plus those pics are in dad's camera still. ooohhh... i've the urge to do so much things!!
gotta make plans for after exams! woo!! JIAYOUS girls! for our exams and FUN after exams! :D
EMO EMO EMO! when can i stop it?! argh! i wanna change. i wanna be like the same old me in sec days. i wanna be as carefree like back then. i wanna stop emo-ing alone. i wanna stop all these nonsensical thinkings! i wanna have a brainwash and start all over again. i hate life being like this.
ARGH! WHY!!!???~~~
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happy 19th birthday DEAREST BABY! May you be happy, and may all your wishes come true. :) I love you! <3>
early celebration today, for... Kenny's enlistment and, Seng's and my boyf's bday!
woke up at 9am! prepared, and left home earlier, to help mum get things to new stall. then had breakfast there. reached JE at 1pm. MRT to Yio Chu Kang, fell asleep on train! i seldom fall asleep on my traveling journey, unless going to Malaysia... haha! guess i'm really tired. past few weeks been slping late, now its abit hard to switch back to usual sleep hours!
then, met up with boyf in NYP and we headed to The Cathay, just to have a look at ADIDAS. haha, but saw nothing nice for him, yet saw something nice for me! hehe... its kinda ex... so don intend to buy. *sigh... too bad for me! sad sad.. i wan a job, BADLY! i need money MONEY MONEY~~~!!
after looking around in ADIDAS, we left to Vivo. meeting the rest there at 3pm. end up? all late! Seng reach at 4pm, Kenny reach 4pm+, GY reach at 5pm, Yeow and Johnson fly us kite. wth!!!! they suck to the core.
so... while waiting, me and my boy shop around. but i was really tired alrdy, kept wanting to rest, but my boy still not tired. haha! i need to exercise more!! bout 5pm, Seng + gf, kenny and us, we went to play arcarde~ i topped $13 into it! and finished all up with my boy... =.= hehehe. i'm too into gaming!
6pm, we went for dinner at Earle's Swensen. made reservations for 8, but only 6 turn up. i feel kinda paiseh lor... stupid ppl pang seh us. me and my boy had... Crayfish Seafood Pasta, Jumbo Chicken, Banana Split and Sticky Chewy Chocolate! for your info, the Pasta was actually a big portion, meant for TWO! my boy has a dinosaur appetite. his dinner was on me tonight... aww~ my bank feels kinda painful. hahaha! kidding.. treating my love is my pleasure. :D
we finished eating at bout 9pm! slow hor... 6pm - 9pm. they served up quite slow. plus Seng took so long to decide his order! after dinner, i look at the bill, and was kinda shock. we had 6ppl, and its $232. like one person $30-40... actually ok la. just tat i didnt mental calculate it before getting the bill. haha!
then, we went to ADIDAS and Nike to have a look again... then my boy and i decided to visit GY's working place instead, before purchasing a jacket. haha! cos GY said his place had more new stock.
after that, the rest took bus and me and my boy took train. i was so tired... holding on to him as my pillar. haha! aww~~ feels so good... hahaha! i'm so gonna have sweet dreams tonight! :)
i love... the way you hug me, the way you touch my head when i'm resting in ur arms, the way you play with my hair, the way you look at me, the way you kiss me... which ever way you do, i love them all. i love you baby. <3
woo!! i got my lappy alrdy! yeah, its Sony Vaio TZ series~ the one i wanted so much. woo~! hee..
all projects are over. and now... exams coming up very very soon. good thing he's starting school next next week. i can study more too. as in concentrate more... today went to East Coast Park. with the 89 people and frens of Joe. friendly peeps. :) roller blade there. Yeow was so poor thing. cos he doesnt know how to skate. and Joe pang seh him, went to cycle. haha! i'm lucky to have my boyf there to be my support! but i know abit myself. hee. was so relaxed, so enjoyable after Tues. :) but, i'm gonna start my motivation on coming Monday!
hais... so many things coming up. my boyf's bday, Seng's bday, Kenny's enlistment, Sentosa, meeting Fiona and Claudia, and of cos meet my two cute SIM frens. haha! even my mum say they are cute. haha!
so shag now! cos of the 2hours of blading!!~ but, i'm still gonna game! hehehe. recently very into Ragnarok. well, i'm into tat since sec! but nobody accompany me play last time. only my bro. but he quitted after awhile... now boyf can play with me, I'M SO HAPPY! hahaha!
1st Oct: stayed home whole day. and at the end of the day, i've earned my lappy. :D
2nd Oct: Dim Sum buffet with two cute frens, and shopping! bought a shorts a top. Cheryl bought two tops a shorts. MayYing bought nothing. ended shopping early cos i going to meet boyf, and both of them were tired too. so, they went home, i went to meet boyf. had dinner with him at his area, and he sent me home. :D
3rd Oct: Seoul Garden with boyf. then played abit of arcarde, and headed back to his place and rest till 7plus. had dinner at his area again, and then sent me home. :)
This is copied from a friend's blog, Joe. It's really touching...
This is a story about how a guy falls in love with the correct girl at the wrong timing. Watch as the story unwraps itself and its’ secrets to you.
Kenny was just thinking how he should confess to Stacy when she stormed into the classroom with Desmond behind her. She started to announce that she will be attached to Desmond from today onwards. Everyone started cheering and clapping, all except for Kenny. Sure he’s happy that Stacy is attached. But he’s also unhappy that she got together with Desmond, he was notorious for being a play boy. As days went by, he saw his hopes disintegrate into thin air. Things seem to be going on smoothly for Desmond and Stacy. They were happy together, and Kenny could tell it. Then finally, Stacy suddenly came over and complained to Kenny about how Desmond scolded her about this and that. Slowly, they become good friends. But Kenny was heartbroken whenever Stacy cried in front of him. She told him about everything in their relationship. Kenny could tell that she was deeply in love with Desmond. And there was nothing he could do except listens and stay by her side when she was down. Months flew pass and they finally broke up. But Kenny still didn’t gave up on her; he still stayed by her side. Stacy couldn’t get over Desmond. She spent countless torturous nights thinking about him, Kenny stayed up to console her and keep her company. Kenny was trying very hard to help her forget about Desmond. Desmond on the other hand, had already gotten a new girlfriend. Kenny couldn’t get it. He couldn’t understand why no one understands him. He couldn’t understand why no one even tries to understand him. All he wanted was simple. He wanted Stacy to be happy. Why is it so difficult to let someone understand how you feel? Kenny tried to give Stacy what she wanted but she still didn’t get it. Was it because he wasn’t as handsome as Desmond? Finally, he decided to write a letter to Stacy to express all his feelings. He didn’t want to hide anymore as it was hurting too much. He was rushing over to meet Stacy when the accident happened. He was so engrossed in his thinking that he didn’t notice the car speeding towards him until he felt the impact on him. He was thrown 5 meters away. A letter was found near him when the ambulance came. It says:
Dear Stacy, I don’t know how you will feel when you read this letter. But the truth is that I’ve liked you since February. I’ve spent quite a lot of time with you. And I’ve confirmed that you are the one for me. I feel very vulnerable without you. And I feel strong and powerful when I’m with you. I feel as though I can do anything as long I have you by my side. Please don’t say no to me. I’ve had enough of being so close. I would gladly do anything just to let you know my love, even if it means death. So please tell me you love me too.
Love Kenny.
The doctor came out as she finished the last line. They had done their part. Kenny was left with very little time to live and he asked to see Stacy for the last time. Tears were rolling down Stacy’s eyes as she walked into the ward. Kenny looked so fragile since they last met. And it was only the day before that they had met. It took just one day for all these to happen. Kenny started tearing when he saw Stacy walking in. She was still as beautiful as she is. Kenny was crying not because he was scared of death, he was crying because he’s scared that he’ll never see Stacy again. He’s scared that Stacy will be all alone. He doesn’t want to leave her. But he couldn’t find the strength to get up. Every movement was heart straining. Stacy came over and held his hand. It was cold and weak. Stacy couldn’t find the words to speak and Kenny couldn’t find the strength to speak either. So there was silence in the room. Finally, Kenny spoke in a hoarse whisper.
Kenny: “Hey girl.”
Stacy held up her hand and covered Kenny’s mouth to silence him. She moved closer and hugged him. Stacy: “I love you too. I loved you from the start too. But you didn’t make a move. How was I to know that you love me? Please don’t go. We can start now. It’s still not too late.”
Kenny patted Stacy on her head and whispered: “It’s too late. Thank you.” Then his hand fell. Stacy looked up and saw a smile hanging on Kenny’s motionless features. He was gone. Everything was too late.
okay, this post is for Mayying and Cheryl! i wanna thank my two cute friends for working together with me this sem. we got the marks we deserved for projects! altho i thought our cost project could have scored higher. i felt i didnt contribute much in these projects. i'm kinda ashamed of. thankyou for guiding me thru. i hope we'll pass thru our exams colourfully and, wish we'll be together for project again! it was great working with you two! :D
HIP HIP HOORAY to our FA project for that HD! ^^ and HOORAY to our Cost project for both Dist! :)
hais... my lappy batt running low. last night nv fully charge it. and i cant find a plug yet... cant type out the things i wanna type now. but i shall blog first. cos i'm really tired and no concentrated to start on law today. hais.. but still, i'll jiayou! really no time already. very scare. :(
a few moments back... i was wondering, what does a girl really wants? why girls always contradict themselves? - by not saying what they really want... - yet always wanting things their way... - always wanting to win in every arguement... is it just myself? or is it the nature of girls...? why do i mind so much bout this person? why cant i stop minding...? i feel sad... but i don know how to put it in words to let him know. i wanna hear certain things. i don wanna tell, i wanna hear him saying by himself. i don wanna GET him to say it. it doesnt make me feel any better. hais...he just doesnt understand me enough. probably i don either.
i'm so tired for being such a worrier... i wonder what will happen this weekend. :(
ohh... i'm so bored now. so i decided to blog abit. i'm studying at Mcdonals now... so freaking bored! but wad other choices do i have? NO CHOICE! haha. too bad, exams are coming up, cant slack more. T_T i promise i'll play like mad after exams! hey Cheryl! i got study wor... hahaha! anyway, i think i decided to give up the internship... i think i cant make it. so no point thinking i can get it la. haha! i tot it was like for ppl who sign up. but now they choose successful candidates! its gonna be so much tougher. :( so ya.. forget it. i'll find a job with Cheryl in hols! and try out smth. hahaha.
19th Oct, Sunday. went to fiona's place for dinner. before that i came to HKE mac again. so i can see him and study too. :) later, i went over to fiona's place late! sorry! had a little arguements with him. i was unhappy cos i felt he did not care as much as he shld. so... i start the arguement, and i ended it. HAHAH! stupid me. always wanting things my way... i should change.. =/ sorry baby. oh and... fiona's maid cooking is nice! i love homecook food! :D thanks fiona! altho the time was short, but seeing you and claudia was great! must meet up after exams! :D
18th Oct, Saturday my cousin WeiShien, and her husband James, WEDDING! it was at Marriot hotel. a buffet lunch. well... the food was... .... .... not tat nice. ahaha! took some pictures, will upload next time. now don have tat much extra time. haha! plus those pics are in dad's camera still. ooohhh... i've the urge to do so much things!!
gotta make plans for after exams! woo!! JIAYOUS girls! for our exams and FUN after exams! :D
EMO EMO EMO! when can i stop it?! argh! i wanna change. i wanna be like the same old me in sec days. i wanna be as carefree like back then. i wanna stop emo-ing alone. i wanna stop all these nonsensical thinkings! i wanna have a brainwash and start all over again. i hate life being like this.
ARGH! WHY!!!???~~~
. . .
happy 19th birthday DEAREST BABY! May you be happy, and may all your wishes come true. :) I love you! <3>
early celebration today, for... Kenny's enlistment and, Seng's and my boyf's bday!
woke up at 9am! prepared, and left home earlier, to help mum get things to new stall. then had breakfast there. reached JE at 1pm. MRT to Yio Chu Kang, fell asleep on train! i seldom fall asleep on my traveling journey, unless going to Malaysia... haha! guess i'm really tired. past few weeks been slping late, now its abit hard to switch back to usual sleep hours!
then, met up with boyf in NYP and we headed to The Cathay, just to have a look at ADIDAS. haha, but saw nothing nice for him, yet saw something nice for me! hehe... its kinda ex... so don intend to buy. *sigh... too bad for me! sad sad.. i wan a job, BADLY! i need money MONEY MONEY~~~!!
after looking around in ADIDAS, we left to Vivo. meeting the rest there at 3pm. end up? all late! Seng reach at 4pm, Kenny reach 4pm+, GY reach at 5pm, Yeow and Johnson fly us kite. wth!!!! they suck to the core.
so... while waiting, me and my boy shop around. but i was really tired alrdy, kept wanting to rest, but my boy still not tired. haha! i need to exercise more!! bout 5pm, Seng + gf, kenny and us, we went to play arcarde~ i topped $13 into it! and finished all up with my boy... =.= hehehe. i'm too into gaming!
6pm, we went for dinner at Earle's Swensen. made reservations for 8, but only 6 turn up. i feel kinda paiseh lor... stupid ppl pang seh us. me and my boy had... Crayfish Seafood Pasta, Jumbo Chicken, Banana Split and Sticky Chewy Chocolate! for your info, the Pasta was actually a big portion, meant for TWO! my boy has a dinosaur appetite. his dinner was on me tonight... aww~ my bank feels kinda painful. hahaha! kidding.. treating my love is my pleasure. :D
we finished eating at bout 9pm! slow hor... 6pm - 9pm. they served up quite slow. plus Seng took so long to decide his order! after dinner, i look at the bill, and was kinda shock. we had 6ppl, and its $232. like one person $30-40... actually ok la. just tat i didnt mental calculate it before getting the bill. haha!
then, we went to ADIDAS and Nike to have a look again... then my boy and i decided to visit GY's working place instead, before purchasing a jacket. haha! cos GY said his place had more new stock.
after that, the rest took bus and me and my boy took train. i was so tired... holding on to him as my pillar. haha! aww~~ feels so good... hahaha! i'm so gonna have sweet dreams tonight! :)
i love... the way you hug me, the way you touch my head when i'm resting in ur arms, the way you play with my hair, the way you look at me, the way you kiss me... which ever way you do, i love them all. i love you baby. <3
woo!! i got my lappy alrdy! yeah, its Sony Vaio TZ series~ the one i wanted so much. woo~! hee..
all projects are over. and now... exams coming up very very soon. good thing he's starting school next next week. i can study more too. as in concentrate more... today went to East Coast Park. with the 89 people and frens of Joe. friendly peeps. :) roller blade there. Yeow was so poor thing. cos he doesnt know how to skate. and Joe pang seh him, went to cycle. haha! i'm lucky to have my boyf there to be my support! but i know abit myself. hee. was so relaxed, so enjoyable after Tues. :) but, i'm gonna start my motivation on coming Monday!
hais... so many things coming up. my boyf's bday, Seng's bday, Kenny's enlistment, Sentosa, meeting Fiona and Claudia, and of cos meet my two cute SIM frens. haha! even my mum say they are cute. haha!
so shag now! cos of the 2hours of blading!!~ but, i'm still gonna game! hehehe. recently very into Ragnarok. well, i'm into tat since sec! but nobody accompany me play last time. only my bro. but he quitted after awhile... now boyf can play with me, I'M SO HAPPY! hahaha!
1st Oct: stayed home whole day. and at the end of the day, i've earned my lappy. :D
2nd Oct: Dim Sum buffet with two cute frens, and shopping! bought a shorts a top. Cheryl bought two tops a shorts. MayYing bought nothing. ended shopping early cos i going to meet boyf, and both of them were tired too. so, they went home, i went to meet boyf. had dinner with him at his area, and he sent me home. :D
3rd Oct: Seoul Garden with boyf. then played abit of arcarde, and headed back to his place and rest till 7plus. had dinner at his area again, and then sent me home. :)
